Some Pregnancy "Final Thoughts"

I have reached the “finish line”, so to speak, in my third pregnancy. When you think about it, 36 weeks technically equals 9 months anyway. I have enjoyed my pregnancies, for the most part. Each one has had its bumps in the road, but I’ve never hated being pregnant like some people I know. Usually they have good reason to despise the condition: morning sickness, bad acne, large weight gain, bed rest. I have been fortunate enough not to experience those side effects. So while you could say I’m a seasoned pro when it comes to pregnancy, I am no expert, and I realize that everyone’s experiences are different.

During three pregnancies, people have dispensed advice and opinions at their leisure, telling you what to expect (while you’re expecting). I’ll admit, I like talking to people about being pregnant, and it is something that truly resonates with women in conversation as we each have our own experiences to share. While it is deeply personal, I have been in a room full of moms, and there are no holds barred when it comes to sharing those birthing stories! Talking to strangers about pregnancy can be interesting too, and while gory details are spared, I’ve had some nice conversations with some customers in the pharmacy I work at, comparing pregnancy notes and chatting about our little ones.

I find that most people are pretty joyous when it comes to discussing the prospect of a new baby on the horizon. I have been surprised with this pregnancy that I did not gain weight right away and my belly is just kind of like a basketball. I would’ve thought with the third I’d be as big as a house. This time, nearly on a daily basis, I am told how cute, great, gorgeous I look. That is not to boast, because obviously I don’t often feel that way, especially when I think my stomach can’t stretch any further. But it is so nice to hear considering that when I was carrying Kelsey and a customer actually said, “Hi chubby!” I gave her a Look and laughed it off with an obvious sarcastic growl undertone. I don’t even know how she would’ve thought that would’ve been remotely funny to say, and I still don’t care for that customer to this day! (No words have been spoken of my body size this pregnancy.)

I find that the older population thinks it’s pretty neat that we don’t know the gender of our child. “How wonderful!” “What a nice surprise!” It’s often my friends who comment, “How can you not find out? That would drive me crazy! I have to be able to plan!” Quite frankly, I think anybody who is pregnant more than once should NOT find out at least one time. I’ve had the experience of knowing that Averey was a girl, and I was thankful to have that knowledge, even though it’s not how I would’ve chosen originally. But with Kelsey and this one as a surprise, well, it’s pretty amazing. How often in life do we have good surprises? How often in life do we just sit back and NOT have everything planned? We have enough gender neutral onesies, and if we have to paint the bedroom again, it won’t be that difficult a task since the baby will be in our room with us for a couple weeks anyway. Jake and I have both come to the realization that either gender will be a wonderful addition to our family. Considering the miracle of conception to birth, I can rest in the fact that not knowing the gender will give me good reason to push even harder! Besides, when the child arrives, that is when you meet him or her for the very first time. Sure, you see the ultrasound photos and the movements rocking your belly in the weirdest motions and you’ve had time getting acquainted, but the delivery is the moment of truth. Does it really matter that you knew their gender four months ahead of time?

There are some things I won’t miss about being pregnant. Discomfort in sleep, pressure on the bladder, sciatic pain, a desperate need for an overload of fiber… and annoying comments. This goes beyond “Hi chubby!” This is the your-pregnancy-is-exactly-like-mine-and-I-know-exactly-what-I’m-talking-about type remarks. Honestly, I think most people mean well, but I think it’s the pregnancy myths that people believe that clearly must be true… and make no sense whatsoever.

Case in point, a conversation I had yesterday with a customer.

Customer: Are you having a boy?

Me: I don’t know!

Customer: You’re carrying out front like you’re having a boy!

Me: I actually carried the same way with both of my girls, so who knows?

Me (what I really wanted to say): And how am I supposed to carry a girl? Off to my side? In my rear?

This drives me BONKERS! I apologize if there are any of you that are convinced gender determines how you carry, but personally, I think it’s a bunch of hogwash. During my pregnancy with Averey, I was working in a hospital. While waiting for an elevator, another employee says, “Oh, you’re having a boy because I carried just like that with mine.” Having the knowledge of my ultrasound actually came in handy so I could curtly say, “Actually, I’m having a girl.” Come to think of it, anytime someone makes a remark on how I’ve carried in ALL of my pregnancies, they always determine that I’m having a boy! This time, they could be right, but the track record isn’t so great thus far. And how, may I ask, does a baby’s genitalia establish the positioning in one’s uterus anyway? I have never once looked at a pregnant woman and felt compelled to say the baby’s gender based on the position of her bulge.

Then there’s the heartburn/baby hair myth. I had heartburn and some disgusting reflux with Averey, and while she had some hair at birth, it was hardly enough to comb after a bath. Kelsey came out with a decent crop of spiky blond hair, but not once did I have heartburn with her. It also could be due to the fact that I chomped down Tums every night before bed, but still. This one has given me some heartburn, but we’ll see about the hair. I’m just not sure how hair (encased inside amniotic fluid nonetheless) could actually cause the heartburn. Yet I’ve heard fervent discussions over this matter as if it has some merit.

Then there’s the gender determining tests: the string test, the Chinese birth calendar, peeing in a toilet full of Drano… you’ve heard them all. While they can be fun (or funny), I’ve found only one test determines the gender: birth!

As I head into my final four weeks (or less) of pregnancy, I anticipate the compliments and brace myself for more doozies as I will continue to carry this baby out front (because I’m not sure where else to put it), and people learn that this is my third pregnancy (Wow, your hands will be full!). While we’re entering uncharted territory, I am eagerly awaiting to meet this karate-chopping baby who thinks my bladder is a trampoline. And hopefully someday, I won’t be dispensing unwanted opinions on others’ pregnancies, but sharing in the joy and miracle that bringing a child into this world really is.